I began writing on cultivating an attitude of thankfulness here. I am not a prolific writer; I blog when I feel moved to do so. Thankfulness has been on my mind a lot lately. I believe God is using that word to teach my dissatisfied, ungrateful self a lesson. I once wrote that for much of my life I have been dissatisfied with that life. While I won't go into detail here, my closest friends know why. It has been an extraordinarily hard life in the sense it has been fraught with abandonment issues and constant attacks from the devil from every angle.
While I did not know it in much of the chaos, God was there. He never left me. I saw a saying years ago that went something like this: If you don't feel God, guess who moved? As I look back on the last twenty-five years or so, I have much to be thankful for: my parents are now octogenarians and in reasonably good health and mind, I am a cancer survivor of nearly 7 years, and God has always provided for my son and me. While I don't count many people in the "friend" column, because to me a friend stands the test of time and circumstances, I do have a limited number I know I can count on if the need arises.
Therefore, in this "me-generation-the-devil-with-anyone-else," I am reminded I am wealthier than the vast majority of the people on this earth who live in abject poverty....materially and spiritually. That is why, in my miniscule corner of the world, I have to find a way to be representative of Jesus to those around me. It may take the form of something small or insignificant in most people's eyes: homemade cupcakes for kids who may never get that for their birthday or "just because"; made-from scratch cake for downtrodden co-workers on Mondays; or a Sunday meal for a stroke survivor shut-in. That is how I choose to show my thankfulness to the God who has carried me when I could not carry myself...even when I didn't recognize He was doing so.
I leave you with this verse to ponder during this Holy Week:
Colossians 3:17: "And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him."
"Whatever you do" .....Whatever you do, no matter the people involved and how they treat you, do it in the name of Jesus, for we work for Him, not man.....and give thanks to God.
Cultivate an attitude of thankfulness~~~~