Because of http://denyingme.blogspot.com/2014/07/engagement.html, I have been pondering more what "engagement, " or a true relationship with God/Jesus means. I have believed for some time that it is the "give and take" that my friend basically writes of above. (You should truly read that post.) What does that look like on a daily basis of walking with God? Let me illustrate with a little vignette that just occurred to me.
For a few months now I have been working on a special online project that requires very specific computer capabilities. While I can maneuver a computer for my job like a boss, the technical aspects of it are above my head---way above. My personal laptop is 7 years old and very sluggish; its speed capabilities are limited, and it was showing with my online project. I knew I needed to replace it. I chose this weekend since it is tax-free in SC for back-to-school shopping. Armed with the technical requirements I thought were comprehensive, I bought a new laptop at Staples. I bought a year's worth of tech support and left it for a few hours for the technician to set it up. When I got it home a few hours later, within 5 minutes I was up and running. I was stoked!
Last night as I worked on my project, I realized my lovely, speedy new laptop did not have Microsoft Word, the one thing I forgot to write on my "technical essentials" list. A year ago I would have panicked. Instead, I said, "Lord, You have to make this right. Help me." He led me to a 30 day trial download of Word. "This is great," I thought. I have a month before I have to pay for it. Later, it occurred to me that my real name was showing up in the comments I make on Word documents; for what I do online, that is a NO-NO! Because this Word that is compatible with Windows 8 is slightly different from the one I am accustomed to, I couldn't figure out how to change my identity to "anonymous". Instead of losing my mind, I simply went to bed at 1:30am and told God, "You can show me tomorrow." This morning, on the way home from the grocery store at 7:30 am, I reminded Him, "Ok, God. I have a lot going on this morning. Bring help to me in some form later." That is what He did. When I pulled out my new Toshiba, He guided me to what I had to do. Now I am set for a month, until I have to buy Word.
So what can one glean from my little vignette? Rely on God. Engage with Him in your daily walk of life. It is amazing what He will do when we walk with Him. There are other times when I have looked for something I really needed but could not find for days-----and He came through and "showed" me where the item was.
Engagement does not just mean betrothel in the marriage sense; it is a sharing, a give-and-take relationship with the Creator. Try it. You will not be sorry.